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Monday, January 29, 2007

Tab's officially living at my house now.

I'm really fucking tired from a long weekend of good/bad nights...and studying all night last night. Getting ready to leave sometime soon to go wake up Vannah...also going to call my friend Anthony soon because I miss him.

Love you all.

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Tuesday, January 02, 2007

I officially have my internet hooked up at home. I'm very excited. School starts tomorrow and I'm pissed because I hate my new school and I'm going to get murdered. Oh well. I'm about to go meet Vannah and Tab though...so I'm gonna write something more thoughtful tomorrow. Love you guys. </3


Saturday, September 09, 2006

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR MAMA, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

I couldn't just leave my mama out...she's amazing. My brother and I went to the mall so I could get her a present and I bought her a book about The Beatles (hha who else) that was written from their PR guy or someone like that...but all that matters is that it's about them...and she doesn't already have it. haha. So my parents are gone all day at a craft show in Salem so I have my car all day...and they left at about 5:30 this morning...so I left her book on her purse and made me a note that said Happy Birthday in all sorts of fun colors. It makes me happy to think that I made her happy...especially because she's been anything but happy lately.

I had kind of a bad day yesterday...didn't do much except drive my brother and his friend Drew around all day...not exactly my idea of a fun day. I'm hoping today will be a better day...I want to go swinging....and I think I will before I go to the pool hall. I need some time to think...and thinking always happens on swing sets...at least for me anyway. As long as it's not the Heritage Elementary School playground then I'm okay...that one makes me think other things...sad things. haha.

School also sucks...walking through the halls everyday...not talking to anyone...just trying to make my way to the next class...with no friends...the bore...the sleeplessness at night...the ridiculous amount of homework every night...primarily from my AP classes...it's just tiring. "I'm tired of being tired." haha good old FIF. Well...I'm waiting on a very very very dear friend of mine to get online so we can discuss something...so...I guess I'll do some homework and wait for him...hopefully he'll get on soon....

I love you all...more than you'll ever understand... </3


Friday, September 08, 2006

haha I'm watching a movie called, "The Effect of Gamma Rays on Man-in-the-Moon Marigolds". It was a play I did in Winter drama my freshman year at VES. I played a girl named Ruth who was a convulsive, psychotic slut. haha School sucks...no news on my homeschooling thing...but my mama's supposed to get her van today which means I get my car soon...hopefully. Ugh...love you all. </3
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The Effect of Gamma Rays on Man-in-the-Moon Marigolds
By Joanne Woodward, Nell Potts, Roberta Wallach, Judith Lowry, David Spielberg, Richard Venture, Carolyn Coates, Will Hare, Estelle Omens, Jess Osuna, Ellen Dano, Lynne Rogers, Roger Serbagi, John Lehne, Michael Kearney, Dee Victor
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Monday, September 04, 2006

JF sucks...major ass..I'm trying to convince my parents to homeschool me...the only thing standing in the way is the $800 i need. hmm...I love you all though. </3



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